Don't Blink 2.0

Thoughts gathered over the week. (This post is completely irrelevant, I just keep getting an urge to update.) 1. The thing about people, is that they regret.  How many times have you said 'what the heck, fuck this' just to do something that you know isn't worth your time? Why regret when you could've actually done something to make sure things fall into the right place? When they didn't, you desperately search for excuses to cover up the mess you've made. You tell the world that you regret. Why regret, when you should know this is what you deserve? It's high time I start putting effort into my goals. Let others be my guide, my reminder that nothing comes free. Give and take. The more you give, the more you reap. Shuning, stay focused! 2. Trust is the most fragile thing ever. Some of us had to learn it the hard way. To have your heart smashed on the floor, shattered, and then you're expected to pick yourself up. I thought it was cruel t

Swipe to unlock , I read in my head as my thumb strokes across the slightly scratched surface of the phone. Well placed right below the time display on my home screen, is a countdown widget. It was there since three weeks ago, when I realized how little time I have left until trials, and ever since my semester break ended I swore over a few times that I would put more effort into my work this semester. I would not disappoint myself and people who expect something of me. If I did it once, I can do it again. But look at me now. Procrastinating every minute, every second of the day; letting time go to waste. I couldn't hate myself any more right now. So this is it. I'm ending this because I'm done with slacking. Yes, I apologize to myself for the incompetence I displayed for the previous weeks and I shall be motivated once again. Trials are 53 days away. No time is to be wasted, this is an oath. Determination and discipline can work wonders.  Back to my regular

Now I know, all it takes for someone to leave is to completely trust them. It's okay, time will mend the gap. But how long, until I live again?

Unlike other years, 2013 went by a little too quickly. Everything happened unexceptionally fast, and now look, it's a brand new year already. I've been deprived of inspirations lately, so having no idea what to write, I'll just ramble and rant until something decent comes along. Recovering from the post-finals hustle and after the Sunway Lagoon trip I never really made an effort to elaborate, I began my first job ever. The first four months of the year were well spent exploring a mall I never really paid attention to and getting to know people of different ages. Learning was the fun part, especially from professionals who worked with me. Yet the best part of work was always break time with a lovely bunch of people, although we didn't really had a lot of food choices back then, there were definitely a lot of precious moments. Then came results. The following months were filled with college applications and interviews which I kind of enjoyed the experiences gained. An