Don't Blink 2.0

I'm not saying that A-levels is boring or anything, but really, it zombifies a person so badly. By that I mean Sisyphean routines and overly packed schedules, and being a Gemini, I'm not a fan. My rather obvious point is: this life that I've been living out of home for almost a year could actually be better. Well, I have my own room, a new environment, new places to explore and so many cool things to do, the only thing holding me back is the workload. I could totally throw my homework aside and just roam around town everyday, but as much as I'd love to, I'm not that kind of person. I just want my life back. For once I would like to do something I love and not just study all day. Things I'm gonna do after securing total liberation: 1. Learn French 2. Pick up a new instrument (Guzheng, or the Saxophone since I still remember a little.) 3. Yoga 4. Greek Mythology 5. Egyptian Mythology 6. The Vampire Diaries. Season 5. 7. Read non-fiction and not gi

The night is a canvas turbulence, the safflower oil you were the abyss I fell into; the echoes beneath the soil. I have lost my mind searching for you in the cold, musty dark I have longed for your touch the tingling warmth that would deftly heal my scars. Who are you? my blemishes fade, my unbearable flaws  stroked away by your brush I am new, and now I am yours. Are you van Gogh? or are you Munch? my skin quivers; the silver clair de lune but I will only have you if you're sweeter than my solitude.