Don't Blink 2.0

Just one of those days when everything seems to be falling apart. You feel like picking a fight with everyone you talk to. You put off people who try to help. Those who tried gave up. Your eyes burn with indignation but yet you can't cry. Swallowing makes you wanna rip your throat out. Even breathing seems quite impossible. The air feels like acid. Words cut so deep into your skin. But still you don't feel like moving. You're just waiting for the pain to go away eventually. I guess I'm just having one of those days. I'll be okay.

My dear sweet enigma, Just when I thought I knew you like the back of my hand, you continue to surprise me. You never cease to astonish me with your adorable quirkiness. I love you - my happiness, my tender moonlight. Happy Valentine's Day.

Sometimes I am calm like the first ray of sunlight at dawn shimmering upon the sea. And sometimes, when I am not I am   a raging tempest tearing shores apart I am an earthquake  still and cold as I watch them crumble to dust I am the devouring fire from a dragon's breath searing the night, and lighting up the sky  - a burning red. I am the burn  that lingers in your eyes when you wake up  from crying yourself to sleep; The throbbing pain in your head from losing count of Jamesons you drowned in. Sometimes I am calm but sometimes, when I'm not - nessun dorma.

It's kinda funny when I look back on all my previous New Year posts. I'd list things that I would do throughout the year, and then live another 12 months to realise that I failed miserably again and again. So yeah, well, no more resolutions this time. 2014 was one of its kind, a simple and uneventful one. It wasn't phenomenal or fun-filled; but it wasn't all dark and depressing either. It came all too fast, and now it's gone in a blink. A few things to remember and to be thankful for: 1307 G13 - Peepul I have honestly never been in a class with people who are so different from each other, and I slowly came to appreciate how even though we're different, we stuck together from the beginning to the end. That alone, is amazing. Put the oddest bunch of kids together for a year and a half, I promise you'll be surprised. Also not to mention, Langkawi Class Trip!!! CAL Prom Night: Regalias My first prom ever! Spent a bomb but it w...

My bones ache In your absence. My fingers hurt From being clenched around pillows That I wish were you. I'd wake up everyday Two hundred miles away from your kisses huddle in bed and miss you more. I wish you were here Arms around me Stroking my hair While I gaze into your eyes And feel my lungs burn. I miss you, I miss you With every breath With every single beat of my heart.

   It all still seems so surreal like a dream your breath in my ear your skin against mine our fingers perfectly intertwined and when our eyes meet the galaxies cease to spin. And at that very moment, my darling, we  are infinite.

I had a feeling September was going to be pretty awesome.  And I guess it really is. :)