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Looking Back: 2014

It's kinda funny when I look back on all my previous New Year posts. I'd list things that I would do throughout the year, and then live another 12 months to realise that I failed miserably again and again. So yeah, well, no more resolutions this time.

2014 was one of its kind, a simple and uneventful one. It wasn't phenomenal or fun-filled; but it wasn't all dark and depressing either. It came all too fast, and now it's gone in a blink. A few things to remember and to be thankful for:

1307 G13 - Peepul



I have honestly never been in a class with people who are so different from each other, and I slowly came to appreciate how even though we're different, we stuck together from the beginning to the end. That alone, is amazing. Put the oddest bunch of kids together for a year and a half, I promise you'll be surprised.

Also not to mention, Langkawi Class Trip!!!


CAL Prom Night: Regalias


My first prom ever! Spent a bomb but it was all worth it. It was fun just preparing for it, and there we all were, dressed in our best. I guess everyone looked great that night. The best part was it got better, because the next day just happened to be...

My Birthday!

Hands down, the best birthday I've had. Thanks to everyone who made it so special and memorable, words can't express how much it all means to me. I'm missing you guys right now :)

A-Levels


If there is one word to describe A Levels, it's hellish. I swear have never studied as much as I did in my entire life as I did for just A Levels. But one thing was clear: It changed me. And I'm very satisfied with the outcome. It was a great pleasure studying away from home, in an unfamiliar place; I regret nothing.

Friends To Keep

Moving on, some great people who made the year worthwhile.






Saving the best for last...

My One & Only ♥


2014 would be nothing without you. To the best boyfriend I could ever ask for, who listens to me when I whine over the same problems, who knows all the right things to say to make my day, who is ever so patient with me, and who loves me for the way I am even though I can be difficult at times - I love you so much. Thank you for always being there when I need you, and for making the happiest girl alive. To many more years to come, baby <3

Well that was long, I guess that sums up what I wanted to say. Thank you for everything, 2014, Happy New Year everyone! 

P.S. And also let's not forget the fact that I'm finally 20! Such a nice number, no?

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